Damn it did I go back to AFC!

Fucking A I'm like doing AFC shit again. Damn it. I stopped focus and not going towards PUA status. Shit. At this moment I just nexted any HB that I'm spending time with. It's back to the beginning. I'll study and apply. I hate solo shit cause I can't vibe or have fun. Sucks.

Ah stream of conscious posting.

I'm fucking pissed. Negativity demonstrates lower value. All about getting better. I'm just pissed that I'm not running game as often. Shit.

Ok, solo sarging. WTF. How do I have fun. Who will I share a laugh when I'm alone. I know I won't be alone if I just jump into set. I don't know.

Shit. Anyway, sarge more. Just focus more on it. Man so much shit I want to say. I'm super disappointed right now. Little depressed. Shit.I don't know.

Really need to build a social circle. Back to day one.

No days on or off. Proactive or dormant. I'm being fucking dormant. Fuck that shit yo.

Stop wasting my fucking money. It's ok. I'll improve.

Enough ranting.