Ohana night

Today, morning was usual. I made some french toast and went to work. Went over and talked story with the co workers I like to talk story with. Some people you can vibe with and shoot the breeze with and some you feel like you talking to a brick wall. All about vibing.

Anyway as for work. I'm still precepting my buddy Steve. Today he sort of did his shit but I need to be precepting him more better than just watching over my shoulder if he's doing his shit. I failed to take more responsiblity. And for that I was sort of pissed but tomorrow is another day so fuck it.

He needs to have more confidence in his abilities. That's all I see. Just like turning the key in your car and driving home. Or the sun coming up. You just know it and do it. He only has a few days left and I can't let him go on the floor as of yet but if he does, fuck it.

Anyway. Work was the same ol shit. I want to and will quit. My pay isn't enough for all the bullshit that's going on at work. I'm not getting paid enough for the shit I'm doing compared to the other units. But fuck it.

But weird shit happen. I took off a patient and the whole time I was asking if he was ok...dizzy...lightheaded...feeling ok. None stop. So I got a good standing blood pressure and then he gets his weight and he fucken starts to sway and he begins to fall. I catch his fall and he falls on me so he doesn't fucken hurt himself. Good thing, we do our shit, give him saline and he ends up ok. Fucken A.

Next I head up to Ohanas. I pick up my boy Vince and we go in. It's fucken dead. Just the bartenders friends. New bartender there. We get a beer and they give us some pupus. We shoot the shit and then some fucken drunk dude comes in. He sits a few chairs down and he starts talking bubbles. Was trippy as hell and funny. He's like to to bartender "Solid...solid...soli...soli"

The bartender is trying to fish shit from him and he says this girl left him for some other dude. Saying he wanted to fight but didn't cause the dude was big as fuck. He's just talking bubbles the whole time. No sentences, just one words.

Eventually he starts talking to us. He was like "Solid, guys is solid"
Anyway, I get my songs and I sing. Same songs. Don't care. The dude ends up talking to Vin. I can't really pay attention cause I was singing.

The bartender told him to go back to his seat and behave or she will throw him out. He goes back. Funny shit. Later he's like, "can can" I was like can what..he said "can be my friend"
I was like yeah man, it's all good man. Weird. So later Vince gets a beer. Fuck, it was on a tab and they always give us a beer but he didn't want. I told him fuck it just sandbag that shit.

I close the tab. They only charged for the beer and not for the three songs. Good shit. Was 11 bucks. Tipped 5. We leave.

We go to Porky's if there are any girls dancing. None so I just drop Vince off.

Went home and done.

That's my day.

Just a side note on vibing and some affirmations.

I will talk to girls...or guys... to see if I can vibe with them.
I give them the opportunity to have a peak of my world. And from there I will test them.
I test people to see if they can be part of my world. They must qualify.
Only people that qualify in my world. I will talk to them and associate with them.
If you don't meet my qualifications, I don't get mad at you...I cut you off.
If you don't qualify, I will ignore you but I don't go around hurting peoples feelings but if you don't qualify, fuck you. I will ignore you and look right through you.

I give everyone the opportunity to qualify. At one point of my interation with someone, I will see if they are adventurous, spontanious, funny, sassy ect...ect...
I will be funny, open and see if you would like to hang out.
If you don''t qualify, I won't look at you eye to eye, have a mono tone conversation with you and just act as if you are not in the room.

Ok, my affirmation and belief system. Internalize. Subconscious mind....

Thanks you fuckers hahahahahaha