Need to start acting more

So as for opening sets. We are doing shitty. I mean from how I see it, if I'm out to prove something, I'll open. Like it's in flight or fight mode. I notice from all the sets I opened thus far, it's like I verbally say to myself "this one this one" honestly. I see myself doing that with the sets I did. I tell my self on the spot, ok open now.Like when I have to make a decision to open I say to do it.

I will try that on this next outing. When we are about to open, just tell us, open now open now.

I will memorize my stack. I will make one if have to for Chase. We seriously need to push ourselves into sets in a fun way. We might need to do the money thing.

We need to head up places we are comfortable in. I'm cool with bars, as long as it's low energy. Seems like we are best for those situations as for now.

Do throw away sets. That's all. Do 3 warm ups. Set up goals. Open 5 sets today or something.

So on my phone is a stack. I will just roll with it. Just spit it out and calibrate and see what works.

Now next is my fucken money situation. For the next for weeks, just chill. I don't have to go out every fucken day. Maybe 2-3 times a week. I'm seriouly not taking care of my money situation.Ok.

Gas...35 every 3 days. Say 220 every week So every pay day put 250 away for gas. Just gas. I should just get a debit card just for gas. No, ok for my credit card. Just use it for gas. See if I can get like a Chevron card. I should just use my debit card just for gas. Every pay day put 250 in my debit. That's it. In my debit, make sure I start off the month with 400 maximum. Then 10percent of the rest is play money and the rest is in the savings. Out of the 400, 250 is for gas of the month and 150 for food for the month. Thats it. For this pay check, pay my credit card. About 400 bucks in my credit. I'll probably have around 300 left over. 250 into my debit. Then none into my savings. Rest for food.

Anyway, today , or later today, I might have dinner with Yumi. I so want to fuck then shit out of her one last time. I will open sets today. I'll call up Chase and we'll open sets. We will fucken do day time sarging like crazy. Just open and open and open. Every chick we see. Mix sets, whatever.

So, I seriously have to get my money shit down. No more spending money like crazy.

Peace out of now.

What now...

So Friday, Yumi, an MP chick calls me to hangout. Weird. Ok. I was done working PRM at work and was sleeping. She calls me and says she's off work, hahahaha, and that she's at Starbucks. I tell her that I'm at the other side of the island and it's take me a while to get there.

I drive down to pick her up at her friends apartment. Her friend end up being Bebe. I know her. Anyway, she wants to go to a quiet place to eat and drink. I bring her to Mai Tais but she doesn't want to go cause it's crowded. Fucken bitch. We are arm and arm and holding hands. It's weird.

We talk a bunch in my car. She tells me shit about her life, ex husband. I joke that she looks 35 and she's like, how do you know my age. She told me she was 29. Also she tells me later that she's married to another dude.

Anyway, we ended picking up her friend at their work place. Shes the chick my friend had. Crazy shit. She jumps in and her tits are popping out of her shirt. God damn this chick is solid.
Id fuck her than the girl I'm with.

We go to Brew Moon and eat dinner there. We joke around and talk story. Nothing major. Yumi pays for the dinner. Fuck yeah. I get free food and beer.

The night is done and I drop her friend off at work. I then drop off Yumi at her friends apartment. I get total LMR to fuck her and I'm just ignoring her. We are in the parking lot and we just look at each other. I'm kinda pissed that I didn't get anything. Just little kisses. Anyway she gets out and I meet up Chase at the zoo parking lot.

We get on the guest list at the Mariot cause of Vince but Chase didn't have any shoes and he was wearing slippers so we didn't get in.

We went to a bunch of places and bars but we didn't open. What the fuck. Seriously, we were pissed. We are trying way to hard. Not having fun.

We didn't open. Man, we were pissed. I know that going out is one step closer but we weren't active at all so I can reinforce lame behavior as being ok. If I don't open, I can't improve my skill.

The night of hanging out with chicks was fun. Chicks with a lot of money. That's the chicks I want to hang with. They can support me hahaha.

But fucken a, we didn't approach anybody. We just need a fucken stack and just stick with it till it's automatic. I'm fucken going to make more comments in the next post fuckers....

Hanging with my boy, Jason

So Shervon and I made plans to see Jason at Mai Tais. I try to invite everyone but I know no one would go but Mikey and his wife.

So I roll up with my peacock gear, belt, hat and circum. like jesus shirt. I roll up and I see them. I turn my belt on and it gets looks from everyone.

We talk story a little bit. I do some catch up with Jason. I tell Shervon that we are going to talk to some people when Mikey comes.

Mikey and wife arives. Me and Shervon go off and we tell them we will be back. We walk towards the stage. I bust on her. I talk to her a bit and I tell her I'm going to talk to a set near us. But she says the band is going to start playing and it would be hard. They start playing and we just start dancing when the music starts. It was fun. We would joke and shit. Got to hold her a bit and talk a closer look at her body. I give her a 7.5 We dance for a few songs and we head back.

We all talk story and the place is closing down. I turn around and I see a 5 set but I don't open. I tell Shervon if she can walk around with me while I look for sets. She doesn't want to but we go. I hold her hand just so I look cool. I see a two set with BF. I walk up but they walk away. I see the 5 set where we were sitting and I tell Shervon that I'm going to open that set and I tell her to just agree with me and just stand there. So I roll up with Shervon in arm and go into Two Part Kiss Opener. The set is hooked. My value is up from the get go.

As I'm going through the opener one of the girls try to bust on me on my belt, if the story is fake. I tell her not to interrupt me and pay attention to the story.

I'm running my game and I get one girl real into me. Shervon leaves with our group while I run game still. The bouncer tells us to leave. I walk out with and I do my Doctor Phil routine and she's getting more hooked. One of the dude tries to comment on the thread but I cut him off.

Anyway, we head down the escalators and my friends just chill in the parking lot while I talk to this chick where this dude is just hovering us. Damn him. She ask me where I'm going and she says that she's going to the Wave. I tell her it's some dudes birthday from a radio station. She then ask my name and I shake her hand. I don't ask for hers. The dude is just like watching over her. She me if she'll see me at the Wave. I tell her yeah, and she says she'll see me there.

I get back with our group and I'm like "who has game"

Me and Shervon goes back to take a piss. She is stoke that I did that. She couldn't believe they were into me. I talk to her about some theory shit. All I know is that she was there from the beginning and she got to witness them being hooked.

We go to Queen Bee. We drink and play darts.

We stay outside and talk story. I get a group pic and I go home happy cause I opened a set. If I wasn't with my friends, I could of gotten something from that chick. Anyway...

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Sarging big time

Alright, Chase and I has been sarging the fuck out of this place. I should of recorded here, all the shit that we did.

I don't really remember a lot of the sets we did.

But last Saturday, we did an all day sargefest. We hit up Pearlridge. Weak, we were hesitating mother fuckers. I had my video camera so it put more pressure on us. We walk around and do nothing. I see a 3 set. I get this on camera and the set is shit. Our body language, our frame just sucked. I get it on film. Need to slow down my speaking, turn my back on them. We didn't do shit after that.

We head to Alas. We walk a bit. Wondering what sets to do. I go to the belt place with this fucken LED type belt. A chick is working and I run game on her. I bust on her a lot and call her cool and shit. I tell her we will be back. I don't think from here we opened any sets.

We go to Mai Tai and we drink a bit. We obviously see sets we can do but we don't open. We walk out and I see a 2 set and I'm like fuck it. I'm like dude, this one, this one...boom go into the set using fucken Two Part Kiss Opener. We get talking and I bust on them. One of them gets all weird facial expressions. I neg her friend earlier and she's getting hooked into the conversation while I talk to the cockblocker friend. I eat some of the chicks shrimp and she's like can't believe I did that but hooked. Chase just laughs cause it worked. My frame was good but her CB was cold. What I should of done was bust on her bad body language and use her friend against her. Chase was just listening the whole time. We eject.

We then walk around. My student from work sees me and calls my name. Ignore it the first time and then turn around the second time. She's with her BF and we just chit chat.

We go and get my belt. I run perfect game on the girl. She's a cute "16" year old. I guess she is. I'm in charge of the frame and she's into it. When she give me my change and reciept she's all holding my fingers a bit. It's real subtle of minor but it's obvious. I tell Chase that I'm going to number close her. I tell her that she's cool and that we should hang out. She says how old I am for real and I say 21. She's ok with it and gives me her home number. She then ask for my name and we shake hands and we leave.

That was like my second perfect open to close set. With no hesistation and was just on.

We then go home to get ready. We head to D&Bs and open no sets. We go to Brew Moon and open no sets. We head to Living Room. I go VIP style and I finally meet one of Normans friends, Stacey. We chit chat. It's dead she tells me to come back around 2.

We go to Kellys. I meet his friends. I meet one of our poker dudes. We chit chat. I do no sets. Just white people. I'm cool with that. Just drunk military dudes. We go to Mooses. Same. Just white people. I'm not good enough to open in this enviornment. We just go on the dance floor and dance. I have no idea what I'm doing but eh.

We go back to Living Room. We open no sets but we dance. We then go to Exotics and we bounce home after.

Was a fun day.

New life

Alright, it's time to really focus about this shit. No longer wasting money like nothing unless it's for a good time. I will be more organized.

Sarging back

Alright, so I've met up with my new wing dude Chase. Fuck yeah. Good times.

New goals in place, I need to be more organized and clean with my surroundings. Clean up room, car, self. Sarge all the girls. Put money on the side.

Ok, so Friday I meet up with Chase at his place. We hit up Pearlridge. Me and this dude were hitting up mad sets. I did some shit ones in the beginning. We go to PacSun and he chats up some chick. He does awesome. Just didn't number close.

I run game at Champs. I talk to the cashier. I run Two Part Kiss opener and go into Powerpuff girls. I try to get her number but she said that she doesn't give out her number so she takes mine. I say call it or don't it doesn't matter.

Next Shervon calls me up about a party she might go to . I say I can't but I tell her to listen while I game up some chick. I roll up into Dip n Dots and I see a cute chick on her phone. I say hello and I scare her in a non threatening way. My co worker for her on heres my entire game. I talk to this chick. I do a bunch of negs then I qualify her. I won't go into detail but its all in my memory. I ended up number closing her.

It was a cool day.

But on Sunday we hang out. We go out and we go to Alas. We ended up meeting with two dudes. We walk to Sketchers and on the way is a cute chick working. I tell these dudes I'm opening her. I roll up and I notice her boots. We say some shit and I go into TPK opener. She's real into it. We chat and I qualify her and I head out. From her on, Alas sucked ass.

We head to Kevin's place to pick up tickets for Zen. We go to DandBs. He opens one set. Two girls at the bar. He just says if they want to go to Zen. One girl is saying yes while the other says no. I touch the girl and said that her friend wants to go and that she should go. Out of a sudden two dudes come by, probably BF. I just look at the dude and nod. We bounce.

Next we go to Brew Moon I think it's called. We roll up acting all cool. There is a 5 set, 1 dude 4 girls. Chase opens them asking what time this place closes. The dude is the only one talking. We head outside in the patio. I notice a 3 set at a table 2 girls 1 guy. I say we should open them. Chase wants me to open so I roll up, sit down and do my TPK opener. They get real into it. Later I do Powerpuff girl. I also bust on some other girl. Anyway we leave the set. This was a good set.

The we head to Zen. BEST SET IVE DONE. One girl at the bar on the other side. I tell Chase that I want to open her but I'm hesitant. He says he wants me to open with I lowered my cholesterol. I roll up to her and throw that line in. She loved it. I do TPK and we get into it. I bust on her on being gay. Later I do powerpuff girls and different smiles routine. She is totally into it. I call her dork and loser. I throw in some qualifiers. She's really into me, some bouncer tried to Amog me but he can't. I think her buying temp was high and she just left.

We then head to Eva's bar or something. Bonni and Eva chill with us. All of a sudden they get on me about the drama. I don't like it. I don't want to talk about it. They started asking for drinks and so we left.

We bounce after we go to some bars. My car breaks down and I get it fixed this morning.

I had a pretty fun few days sarging. I will get better and approach more girls.