Shit

Ok, so we had some fucked up discussion about her fucking piercing in her chest. WTF! She knows I don't like it. I tell her she can do whatever she wants, I'll support her. I'll be in some negative state, cause well, it'll influence my state but I know I get final say if I do or not. But anyway, I don't like it, I haven't seen it. I'm not saying I don't approve it. I just don't like it. That's it. She can get it or not. But shit, I'm not going to draw attention to it.

How about I take my lip ring out? I don't need it. Fuck it. I don't know what to do or think.

She's so beautiful and can be so classy. Fuck it. It's alright. Fuck it fuck it fuck it. That's all I can say. My reality will not be effected.

That's it, shit, I don't know why my reframe and mind processing swayed away. I guess I'm happy this happened.

Image. It's all about image. It's whether you accept another person's image or not. Whether or not you get affected by other shit.

Oh well. I'm really thinking about taking my piercing out. Shit.

So stupid. I don't give a fuck. I don't have to acknowledge anything I don't want. I believe what I want. I do what I want. I won't be shaken by other realities. I don't even have to acknowledge other realities. I can just cut thread and idea.