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Damn it. My game is slipping. REMEMBER, be willing to walk away from a HB but don't make that an excuse for bad game.

Ok, so I haven't been sarging. Why, I don't know, I'm hesitating, lazy, all that good stuff. I had an opportunity to sarge yesterday with Sunny. We were at D&Bs and I saw sets to be opened and I didn't do shit. I need to be just an approach machine. Not some fucking AFC.

Enough ranting. I need to get my internals corrected. My inner game needs to be fucking reframed. Ok, I need to get my stack in now.

I need to just open. Simple. Done.

Anyway, I'm going to start doing Day 2s. I started to call up Twee and she seems cool but that's only for the phone so far. Trying to do a Day 2 but now I will not be attachted to the outcomes that will or will not happen.

I will sarge. Done

Openers/Routines/Stories/Cold Reads ect...my canned shit

Alright, here are some routines I will use. Some are true, some I just thought of with some help.

Ring Opener
Hey, I gotta go real quick but what's your first impression of a guy wearing a ring on his left hand?

Rumors Routine
The weirdest thing happened. My friend and I went to this club called Rumors. It's somewhere in Ala Moana Hotel. Cool place. I swear, if our parents were to go clubbing, they'd be there. Not like regular dancing but dirty, booty dancing. So the moment we rolled in we were getting gawked at by all these older women just because we were like young guys in our 20s. We hit the dance floor and we were getting molested by these 40 year old women. Is it possible to be turned on and freaked out at the same time? Cause I was...but I had an awesome time.

Protective Mom Routine
Is it possible for your parents to control the people you hangout with? I met this girl a few months ago that worked at the mall. I started talking to her and she projected this positive energy. So I got her number and we got to the point where we ate lunch together, talked long hours on the phone...just getting to know each other. We'll we were talking on the phone and she said "I love you " All of a sudden I hear her mom in the background, "Did you just say I love you, who are you talking on the phone" She said "I'm talking to Reian, we're just joking around." We'll fast forward. She was closing down the booth where she worked at and all of a sudden she's like, "My mom is coming" Her mom comes up to me and gave me a verbal beating on how she disapproves on whatever relationship we were developing. I was just listening to her concerns. We'll after that, this girl, I guess, quit her job and she stopped calling me. So I'm guessing that she had a real protective mom. What would you do if you were in this position?

Accessory Addiction Routine
When you get out of your house, is there something you have to have on you or done to you? I'm not talking about basic shit like car keys or tampons but unique stuff. To the point where you feel naked without it. Like for me, I seriously can't go out if I don't have my ring on. Like I'd come late to work if I misplaced my ring somewhere. I don't know if you're this type of girl but my friend just can't go anywhere if she doesn't have lipstick on. She has like 30 shades of color it's amazing. We could be going to Starbucks and she'll put on lipstick on the ride there. You look like someone who can't go out without her cell phone. You know those times where you feel weird by youself so you pretend to talk on your phone. But besides that, what accessory do you MUST have on you?

Let's getting this shit rolling.

Alright, since Chase left for vacation, I've made a small effort to sarge. I sarged with Alain once and we did some sets. It's good practice. All about making progress and fucking around.

I headed out to my boy Kevin's birthday at Oceans. I didn't go in but me and Sunny chilled outside at the bar. Missy and her friend joined us unexpectedly and we all shoot the shit. Vangie and her BF joined us and Kev was with us and we all had a good time. I really got talking with Missy's friend. She can vibe. I got her number.

Anyway, this post is for the future, goals in the life and all that good shit.
I want to be a fucken PUA, and to be able to teach other dudes to be like me.
I will have my own business so I can stop working and have some sort of passive income.
I will make a ska/punk band.
I will get a fucken new guitar and practice that shit.
I will get back to magic and so some cool impromptu shit.
I will be part of a large social circle.
I will network with a ton of people.
I will be organized in my life.
I will keep shit like my room and car clean.
I will budget my money better.
I will get a stripper GF.
I will start working out.
I will look better with my appearance.
I will start organizing my day. Use my planner.
I will sarge alone to get comfortable opening.

I will get in control with my life. Just use whatever to help you there.

I will put time to magic/guitar/working out. The rest will be for sarging.
When I figure out my finance I will get into a business.

Let's get this shit on.

NEED TO APPROACH

Ok, I'm going through approach anxiety. Sucks.
Anyway, Sunday, me and Chase meet up. He's plowing through his shit and getting the approaches done. I'll just talk about my approaches.

I keep stalling. My first is at Abercrombie. It's a white chick. I give Chase my money cause I'm stalling. I go in with my Ring/Rumors stack. It goes well and we are vibing. Doesn't go well but it was fun.

We go into Island Snow. We walk around in and no set. We walk out but I open a girl in the store. Chase leaves. I run my stack and me and the target are just talking. She's young so she didn't know how to vibe.

I meet Chase and we go into Sephora. We walk out and I open a 3 set. Leader chick just mumbles and walks away. Her friends were hooked but they left. Oh well.

We meet Toast in the food court. We see a two a set. Toast isn't sure about day sarging. So I go to open a set and Chase tell him to wing with me. I open the two set. I do my stack and they are vibing. I tell them we are going and they should meet us at Mai Tais. Real good vibing.

Anyway Toast got to see how that looked. Cool shit.

We go to D&Bs. We are chatting and there's a 2 set. I honestly didn't feel like approaching. Chase was talking to Toast about opening. I just stand up, look at Chase and said, are you going to approach or talk theory. I roll up and go who lies more /thong stack. We are big time into it. We are fully vibing. She ask me why would I come up and ask them this. I say they looked bored. I say from 1-10 on being cool, that they are an 8. They then give me 2 VIP passes to O lounge. They tell me they are promotors. Cool. We just shoot the shit. Chase then opens. Toast opens and the girl is trying to dominate Toast. I say don't qualify. Me and Chase try to speak for Toast and I tell the girl not to cross her fingers and her legs. She says I must be a psychology major. I just nod. We shoot the shit and I bust the chick again about it. I tell her to unlock her fingers. And she does. Weird. Anyway we eject and it's all good.

Chase and Toast was trippin how she unlocked her fingers cause I bust on her about it.

We go home and tada.

Some sets done

Well, yesterday moring Chase and I goes to Pearlridge to do some day shit. We vibe and shit. Not really sure the order of sets we do. More like what Chase did. Short term memory sucks for me. Anyway, first set for me was a 3 set. I go in with Ring Opener but then I didn't follow my stack. I asked if they are ditching school. They said they are out of school. Whoa. Anway, I see from their body language that they are hooked a bit but I eject. We roll up into American Eagle and I'm kicking myself in the ass for not stacking and vibing. I tell this to Chase that. Pretty much stalled. I make up for it later.

Next set I do is in Hollester or whatever you spell haha. I tell Chase before hand that I'm going to get a number and I'm going to approach the next set in that store. He challenges my remark. So I roll up with a 3 set of coworkers. I go in Ring Opener. Chace warm approaches one of the HBs and they isolate. I run my opener and I go into Rumors Routine. Chicks are super cool cause they are totally into the story. I 've never gotten reactions like I got from one of the girls.

But I eject and we walk around the story. I tell Chase that I'm going to reopen. He says I better get a number or else he'll punch my stomach. So I roll up and rapport, vibe shit. I say from 1-10 how cool are they. They say 10-11 whatever. They are jumping through my hoops. A customer needs help and one of the girls leaves. I tell the remaining girl that she seems cool and that we should hangout. She goes flakey saying that she's busy and might not answer her phone. Anyway, I should of test her on it. But I get the number and we are done.

Later we head to Waikele. We go into Guess and vibe with the coworkers. We get them laughing. Chase gets a number from one of the girls.

Later that night...Chase and Toast are at a Pub Crawl shit where you jump in a bus and bar hop. I meet them at Blue Tropics. I hate loud clubs. I don't like talking and I can't even hear myself. I open one set. But I stall. Chase is doing great opening sets.

I can't get in the bus so I go home.

I'm going to sarge right now.

Weight Lifting

Alright. I'm getting back into it. I'll do a new split. A 2 day blitz of 3 body parts a week.

I did back, bicep, forearm twice for a week. Rest a week then I will now do chest, tricep shoulder.

Lets see how this goes.

Nada

Alright, no sets tonight. Just going to rest a bit. Been going out sarging for many fucken weeks.
Goal is still 48 sets a week. I'm getting comfortable doing my Ring Opener and Rumors Routine combo.

I also need to focus on other shit in my life. Things I want to learn...business/investments, detailing, guitar, poker.

Gas is now like 40 bucks for a full tank. So say 50 twice a week. Thats 400 a month. I buy face shit. That's 80 bucks a month. Food is like 5 bucks a day, about 200 a month. So that's my fixed spending. So about 700 a month. So every paycheck. I will rotate from savings to checking.

I will start lifting more... I'll make a post for that later.

Day 1, 3 sets opened

Alright, my goal is to open minimum of 48 sets a week. I know this will help me getting over approach anxiety. Just open, run canned shit then vibe.

So I rolled up tonight with my friend from Heald College, Randy. Cool AFC dude. We go to Mai Tai. Long fucken line and I don't wait in line so we leave. On the way to the car I see 4 set. Randy points them out to me. I'm like, I'm opening. So as we get next to them, I open them up. I go situational opener about a club going on a few stores down. I go CF on them. A friend is trying to take their picture and I step to the side. And the chick I was chatting with pulls me in the group and I get a picture taken with them. Cool shit. Then more girls come up, one with a wedding type dress. I open her up saying if she's getting married. I give her a hi five. Then we eject. The chick I opened told me they were going to Jackie Chan and I had the idea of joining them but I didn't . Oh well. Lesson learned.

We go to Longies. Cool shit. We are in line and we roll up and this place is bad ass. Its like a resturant bar. I we just chill and I see a 3 set. I roll up going Two Part Kiss Opener. They look real boring. Not of me but they look socially inexperienced. I neg and bust them for being quiet and boring. I eject.

We then go to Zen. We chill. I'm with Kevin and he challenges me game and wants to see it. I see a 3 mix set. 2 girls 1 guy. I look at him in the eye. With my fingers...3...2...1 boom I walk up and go Two Part Kiss Opener. One girl is real into it and the friend is listening and the dude just looks away. One HB says if it's about me. I slap her leg and she laughs. They don't hold the conversation. I acknowledge the dude and he just says I don't know. And he walks away. I take his seat and I go on the girl next to me that's just listening and I say to her friend "Is she usually like this, so quiet and shy" She laughs and says her friend is in a situation. I say what. Then her friend says that she has a boyfriend. WTF ok. I'm not here to fucken be your BF. Just to show that HB8 and above can be real fucken unsociable. I cheers them and walk off.

Anyway, that was just 3 sets. I should of done more but it's alright. I got 45 more sets to do this week. I'm going out today so I'm GOING TO GET MY GOAL.

THE 48 SET A WEEK

Alright, I'm going to follow some advice from Mystery and do 48 sets a week...starting today. No sets as the time of this post but I'm getting my ass out in the field and do my shit.