Just Thinking

Alright, so I've been really thinking about the shit I want to do. I want to hang with my close friends. I want to sarge like a mofo and just socialize. I want to make songs. I want to gamble. I want to pimp my car. I want a business.

Ok, I want a lot of shit. But I know if I become a PUA and teach it, I'll hit a lot of those goals.

So sarging.

Ha, starting from this day on. It's all about sarging. Atleast 3 days a week and 6 opens each day.

Here we go.

OK,

This is all just about sarging though I didn't go sarging forever. Fuck, don't know what's up with me but I'll get back into it. So yeah, it's day 1 again.

Goals for sarging

Ok, I talk about fucking sarging but I don't sarge. What the fuck is that bullshit?!

Seriously, I'm full throttle back in the game. Just set my fucking goals, practice my outer game and practice inner game.

Don't get in a fucking rut. If I practice being in a certain state, being in a certain cycle of consistant bodylanguage, I'll adopt that and become it. If I get to fucking comfortable just staying at home or somewhere and just drink and don't do shit, then I'll be just a fucking chode. Fuck that man.

So goals. Go out 3 times a week minimum. Shit, it doesn't matter, just where there are events and people there. Minimum 6 opens an outing. That's 18 a week. 72 a month. Yeah, I should probably do more but for now, just do it.

Perhaps I'll do Mystery's take practicing the game. Either way, I've set that as my goal and if I overpass it, all good.

I'll get my clothing down. It's pretty cold so I'm probably going to wear a jacket. Long sleeve. I will peacock not so much but I am going to peacock.

So practicing the game.

Ok, some ranting again

So, I'm SOOOOO going to next her, hahahaha, or try to, fuck, I don't know what's up. Anyway, I will sarge a lot now. It's all about being in state consistantly. That's all. More I go out, more I'll be familiar of the state where I'm on and I'll just end up adapting that state as my main state.

This chick is killing me, don't know. Fuck em.

Some Tyler Lovin

I just read a post from TylerDurden. Good shit!

He talks about him involving drinking. He said that he used to drink and on a plane ride around a few places, he decided to take a drink on the plane. Thing is, he said that it was just a weird feeling.

With the behaviors the alchohol can allow a person to do...be out of their head, not caring what people think...he is able to do that without the drinks. He states he can bring himself into that state, the state that a few drinks can make a person. Shit like being extroverted.

How fucking bad ass is that? Get into a state like when you are drunk but do it with your own sober mind.

That's a goal I would and will get, to train myself into a state as if I'm drunk, not drunk but the attitude.

Probably worded different.

Game talk

Fuck, ok, so back into the Game. Wings or not, I'm back in. I need to really hammer this down. Hows doing fucken a minimum of going out and sets during those outings? Like ummm 12 opens a night. Minimum of 2 nights. That's 24 opens a week. 96 sets a month. That's a fine number. I should follow Mysterys's Newbie Drill but my health in sleeping would be off.

Side note: me and this HB just got off the phone, talking about our feelings for each other. I pretty much told her that I didn't ask her out cause I know she isn't into guys and if we did go out, I know that other chicks would get her attention more. I don't know. Regardless, I'm still nexting her. I see what happens but I'm still going to run sets.

Anyway. I'll be going to places without cover charge and just VIP areas. I'll go to strip clubs once a week. Just to do stripper game.

So yeah, full on from now on. Sarging and forcing myself into set. I can open. I've done it before. Just for willpower. I have it. High energy, time constraint, spit opener. Time constraint, story.

Let's do this.

Ok, side show shit

So I'm going to freeze her out just a bit. BIG time IOD. Big time. Don't know why. Shit, it's like, I have big time feelings but I know it's just going to be weird. I really have to adopt the thought that I will like a chick do what she wants. Even if it makes her happy. If she wants to be with other people, that's fine. I allow independence in my circle.

So, lets see what happens. I want to just like ignore calls and be so uncommunicative on the phone. Fuck em.

Higher Energy

Alright, so I went to the mall tonight and I noticed when I was in the store, I walked around and behaved as if it was a fucking library. Seriously. WTF is that shit. Regardless of the venue, I need to be high energy. I have to compete with the venue and it's stimuli.

I believe deep down that any set ran, I should be in with higher energy. If not, I need shit to get the girl's attention. Negs, stories, flicks, pokes. Anything to get their attention.

I can't think like I'm walking in slow motion and just cruzing the area and just so nonchalantly. Fuck that man. I walk like I'm some hyperguy who want's to tell and show someone the most coolest shit ever. Like I have to introduce them to a celebrity. Like I want to talk to them cause it's good shit. I have to be real into the material.

It's hard but if I assume and behave with high energy in warm up sets. I can learn how to trigger this high energy automatically. That's what I'm aiming for.

Yes, it's weird and different cause I'm like doing it solo. I ain't got no wing that's pretty hardcore in this shit. I want to hang with high value people. They look high value and shit. That's all that matters.

Anyway, I'm big time ranting but it's ok. I need to.

So Reian remember. When you are anywhere, come in with high energy. Assume they will vibe back. All that matters.

I'm changing my fucken priorities

I'm going to get this shit done. Don't know. I got so side tracked. Having fun yes. But not what I want to get done.

I will become a PUA.

I will have a business.

I need to be sarging a lot now. Regardless of what I'm doing now, I have faith in my abilities and I know I can just run the Mystery Method and get results that will be for the future.

I have to think of all the sets I do as just building a skill set, not who I am. It's like when I fucken was into skateboarding and I would mess up on a trick. Shit, I'm not like in a rut. I just practice more till I hit it.

I need people to sarge with. I will get into big clubs. VIP style. I don't give a fuck.

I will be VIP. Association.

I will get better at playing the guitar. I'll get a new guitar. I'll play in a band and make my own shit.

I'm going to get better at fucken poker.

Don't know. Just need to get out and sarge. Socialize.

To be able to pull.

Get this shit done!

Mystery Method

I'm going to master Mystery Method. All I'm doing.

Ok, I'm ready

Fuck it. I'm still sick but just to put myself on notice, I'm going to be a sargaholic. Oneitist is gone. All about new sets, cold approaches and just developing my skill set.

I want to but don't

I so want to just tell my feelings but I don't know if it'll just be a mistake. I want to next but this fucking crush is just killing me.

Damn.

God Damn It

Ok, I'm going back to the game. I don't give a fuck about these fucken warm targets. Fuck them. If they don't like my attitude or the way I behave around them , they can go fuck themselves.

I'm shutting out HBLez. Don't give a fuck. If she want's the say something, leave it on my fucking voicemail. Other than that. I'm playing the game.

Come on

So shit, day sarged today and it was just hanging out. I don't know. My game is shit. Higher energy and higher frame. The rest of the steps I got.