Haircut.

I didn't do much. I thought about sarging but I'm dead tired. Got a haircut.
I work 5am tomorrow. Lame shit. I hate work. It's killing me. It's a burden.

Hopefully I can sarge tomorrow.

Getting another number

Picked up Vin and we head to D&Bs. Didn't do much. I didn't approach. What the fuck. Need to get the ball rolling. Go direct, indirect. Whatever. Calibration will come from experience and if I have no experience, I can calibrate and won't hesitate.

Anyway, we chill and we then go to Exotics. Same ol shit.

Over there, we talk. One dancer sits next to Vin and tries to smooth talk to get a drink. Another girl comes by, one I know sees me and I paid no attention to her the times I went just cause she looks and is a huslter. Anyway, she sits next to me and holds my hand and she rubs it against my dick. Knowing this is an act, I just get physical. I rub her legs and clit. She has to be a total LSE, drugged up, attention whore or really in to me. Whatever. I ended up buying her a drink, which was fucked up. We talk, don't know the threads but she said she'll give me her number.

After me and Vince talk, she goes up for a dance. I roll up and I got my 50 ones ready. We talk dirty and shit. When I tip her, I would rub her clit. Lame shit. She repeats she'll give me her number.

Then this hot haole chick that I saw many times is chillin with Vince. We all shoot the shit and laugh and have a good time. Vince ended up getting her number. She leaves to do her job.

Me and Vince just recollect and just share laughs. He tells me that girl is up on stage again. I'm like, dude I still got ones left, let me drop it on this bitch, cunt, hustler. Vince repeats that to me. I go up and I just look at her in the eyes the whole time instead of her body. I ask how much guys want to see you and how many numbers she gave out. She then says when I leave, she'll give me her number. Let me see. I saw we are leaving and I bust my phone out. I have her input the numbers in and I save it. I ask her from 1-10, are you going to answer your phone and I ask what phone is this. She said she will and it's her cell. I get up, we cheek kiss and me and Vince bounce. At the door, the haole chick hugs Vince and hugs me. I go for a weak hug but she goes all out so I feel her up. I say "You're killing me and laughs" I feel her ass and all. We say sups to the bouncers and we leave.

I drop Vince at home and I call up that dancers number and it goes straight to voice mail but it has the chicks name so I guess it's legit. I'll see her again before I call her.

So two numbers in one dance club. Lets see if I can bridge a day two.

Later fuckers

Ohana

On Tuesday, I went to Ohana with Sunny after work. Just drink and shoot the shit. Drank a lot of Crown and Coke.

There was a group that came in and dug out without paying and when I went to the bar, the bartender showed me the note they left and was complaining how they never paid. Those cheap fuckers.

Also, when I was going up to get another drink. This lady, aunty, was at the bar and opened me. She asked how old I am. Don't remember the threads but we talked about where I live, where she lived. The bartender was on the other side of the bar and I would look at her and we would smile, look away to the aunty, look at the bartender and we would smile. Good fun. When they leave, aunty gives me a hug and kiss and one for Sunny.

I get my songs and sing. They have fucken Minority by Green Day. Good shit.

Later fuckers.

To do

I haven't been doing anything new. A mantra I think is 100 percent true is "If you are not self improving, your life is stand still" I worded it that way but I'm sure it's been phrased many ways.

I need to spread my time more while not losing cash flow. I need time to sleep, sarge, internet, work out, outings.

Work takes up most of the days in a week and time in a day. Period. One way to free up time is to sleep late and wake up early. I can just jam at work so I can go home early.

But this is a to do list posting. I need a business. All about cash flow. Doing things I want to do.
Could do the PU workshop thing. But I have to be good for that.

Goal PU workshop for Hawaii. Done deal. I will get it done.
Will start working out more consistant. Will start sarging more.

Money, Health, Social Proof

Just that.

Alas

Me and Vince head to Alas. We didn't do much. We walk and go to Mai Tais. We just drink and shoot the shit. The bartenders compliments my ring and ask me how long I've been married. I stutter and said some dumb shit. Me and Vince laugh. I need to make a line for that.

Other than that. Nothing major.

I need to focus more.
More cash flow. Working out. Sarging. Bigger social circle.

Still kickin'

Wednesday,
I called up Vince to go out that night. Picked him up and went to a bar. Tried to see if a certain bartender was working. She wasn't and it was dead so we decided not to go. We plan to go to DandB.

We get there and there's hunnies everywhere. We go in and shoot the shit and chill. I meet Kev in there. We are able to go upstairs but it was fucken pack. I saw Mike and Harold. We leave.

We head to Exotics. We sit and chill. A buy me drinky girl comes by when I open my wallet. I didn't want to by her a drink. I get my 50 ones. I see the dancer I met before and I just wanted to get the number and leave. Just to get to see if I can. I sit and she dances for a few people. We say hi and talk story. I was just vibing off. Hopefully my stalling made my body language and voice tone all off. I felt off a little but I was affirming on the spot that I'm sociable and relaxed. We talk a few. She tells me about some guys that's creeping her out.
I'm sure she's just talking shit to lower their value and when I leave she would just say the same shit about me to them. Don't know. But for my ego I'll just think that I have higher value than those fools. Anyway, when me and Vin leave I go behind the person she's dancing and I just smile that I'm leaving. She ask if I'm leaving. I saw yeah and I was like fuck it. I took my phone out and ask her to put her number in. She looks at my phone weird but she dials a number and calls. She listens I guess for the voice mail and gives it to me. The person she's dancing for looks at me. I don't even look at him. I get her number and I leave.

Me and Vin reflect on the night and I drop him home.

Was a pretty fun night. Actually, boring but was active in a way. I am very chill. Not high energy. Oh well. I'll figure out to vibe my low energy that is attractive and charismatic.

Now that I got the number, I won't call. I'm sure she has my number in her phone. If not, whatever, I won't call. I just wanted to see if I can get the number. If I go back. I'll just say hi and leave and do other shit. I guess a freeze out to display non neediness.

Anyway, I need to figure out other places to head to. I was able to accomplish a goal of getting the number. I need to reward myself so I can go sarging more and have more courage to open.

Today I just worked. I hate work. It's a burden. I'm in a rut. Rat race. All that bullshit. Brings me pain to work. I just don't give a fuck.

It's about being happy and doing things that brings you happiness. If it doesn't bring you happiness, you are not happy. Inner locus.

Nothing now to report except KNOW YOUR PRIORITIES

You are you're own boss of your life. No one else. If someone else writes your job description of your life, you don't have a life.

I will do things that bring me happiness in life. The rest is just filler material.

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Friday, today
I met up with Vince. We head to DandB and chilled there. We just drink a few beers. Lots of cute girls up there.

We head to Exotics and it was around 2 and we wanted to leave. Kinda boring. Same girls. That one dancer I talked to a bunch is there. Don't know if I'm a customer or like a new friend but I'll don't give a fuck. Giving her to much of my time. Other girls out there to talk to so I didn't go over and get a dance from her or talk to her. She has her own customers. One of the buy me drink girls see me busting out my cash and she ask to sit down and get a drink. She ask if I'm filipino. Fuck that. I change thread and ask if she remembered me. She said no and I said seriously "Oh, you hurt my feelings" and she looked really surprised and pissed and walks away.

This drunk dude walks and pukes on the floor. Gross shit. He goes to the bathroom and starts talking trash to some dude. The friends are there to calm it down and they shake hands. Me and Vince are ready to bounce. He never got to see the face of the dancer I talked to so I'm like lets go look at her. I walk over, toss 3 bucks and just walk away. She looks up and smiles and says hi. I just smirk and walk away. We head out.

We walk and I'm like dude, I'm going to the parlour. We go up and we see 3 dudes telling me to go it. I see Bebe. Fucked up I know her name. Whatever. She knows me. The other chick, don't know her name. She knows me as well. I guess they are running it for the day. I hang by the door. She walks over and says hi and takes my Black Flys glasses. She just takes my hand and leads me. I didn't really want to go in.

I go in. She gives me a discount. She brings the girls over and I say I can't pick one and she has to pick one for me. This thin girl says hi and we introduce. We are nude and she kisses my body. She sees my ring and ask to wear it. I say I can't take it off and she takes lotion and removes my ring. I freaked. I thought she wouldn't give it back. She takes it and wears it. She gives it back. I get a BJ and she goes cowgirl. I'm like ready to blow after 2 strokes and I tell her to change positions. She says if I'm going to cum. I say no. I'm on top and I pound the hell out of her. Just hard fucking. I slip out and she's like come on baby I want to cum. So I go super fast and hard and after a few minutes I ask if she cummed. She said yeah and I say do you want to cum again. She says with me. So I go super ass hard. I start going limp and shes like you can't be patient. Look what happen. I ask for a hand job. She gives me one and I blow. The whole time she kept calling me cute.

I head out the door and I talk story with the two girls. They talk in their language and I say what you said. They say that I always come here. I get hugs and kisses from the girls and I head out.

The day was just done.

Thats all to report fuckers

Mondays

This morning I woke up at 10am. I listen to some tunes and did Abs. Wasn't much of a work out. After I ate a steak.

Went to work. Did my thing and got off early. Kinda tired.

Tomorrow Kevin and me would probably go to Ohanas and drink.

Right now, I'm focusing on working out, being able to be social proofed by stripper, improving my game and getting more cash flow. These things are things I will work on as improvment in my life and other things like magic, poker or guitar playing will be for entertainment purposes.

I plan to go to Exotics Wednesday. I'll get that dancers number. I'll get it this week.

Nothing else to report.

Later fuckers

Damn daily routines

Saturday after work I head down to Norman's place to play poker. Jose told me that the stripper would of game her number to me. Fuck it. I'll see her again and I'll get it then.

Today was boring. I just stayed home and chilled. I dyed my hair to brown. Looks boring. Should of kept it blonde. I need to redo my goals. I haven't been improving in life. Just the same routines. In order to stop a routine, I have to interrupt it with something else. And repeat that.

Goals
Personal
Become a PUA
Bigger social circle
More built
Regular at a bar/club
Lexus/Hummer
House

Financial
5k a month (not from work)
Own a business
Max 401k

Seriously, time and money. To live the life you should be living. Fuck waking up for work, going to work and do jack shit. Plus doing that 5 days a week. Why should you do something that mean shit to you? Why should I put MY TIME into something that I don't want to do?

I have no idea but damn it I'll figure it out. I'm going to increase my game, social circle, working out, more cash flow. That's it.

On days where all I can do is just go to work, I'll wake up early and workout.

Days off, will work out, and clean up after myself. Then sarge.

Till next time fuckers!

A few late nights

I missed a few days. I'll recap.

Monday, me and Kev just drink after work. I joked with him saying I'll call up this girl and the conversation was hard due the accents but I said I'll meet up at 6.

Tuesday, after work I end up going to the bar to meet this girl but she wasn't there cause I was there at 11. I took a shot of crown and went to Norman's house to play some poker.

Wednesday, went to Norms for poker. After that we head up some clubs. Not much was happening since it was late. I meet with Roy to go MP. We ended up meeting up with everyone at Exotics. We chill in there and I see the dancer I saw last Saturday. All she did was rub her clit. Not much dancing. So I get 30 ones and I go for a dance.

We catch eye and we had a smile that indicated that we remember each other. She says she remembered me from last time. I was like "oh yeah, you look familiar" Lame. I sounded lame but fuck it. From there we ended up talking. Pretty much rapport questions. We just shoot the shoot. She had a big dude talking to her and she was complaining to her how he wanted her to do shit for 5 min and only tip a dollar. So she ended up dancing for me and she said he said "oh you can't dance for me but you can dance for kindergarteners" FUCK YEAH. She's like "I don't dance for losers" Good shit.

But most of the time she was just sitting and we just talking. Good fun. She ask my age. I ask her how old do you want me to be. I ask her. I say 22, 23, 14. She said she's 28. So is so fucken hot. Hottest one I've seen in there.

I didn't ask for her name but she ended up asking mine. I ask hers. I say is that your stage name. It's Cheyan. Or whatever you spell. I ask for her real name. She hesitates but cause of the rapport she said I guess I can tell you but you can't tell anyone. She says Erica. Awesome. Some C + T.

Anyway, she pretty much was the last dancer on stage while we were just talking. I tell her she's done and she gets dress. I tell her to chill with me.

She comes back. We chill at a booth and we talk a little. I didn't know how to run game, I was stuck. I didnt know how to get her number. But she kisses my check. Says Thank you ??? And I get my boys and we leave.

We then go to some MP and just browse. Just showing one of my boys what it looks like. We go to Golden Queen and one of the girls remembers me from last time. She takes my hand and we go to a room. I tell her no, I'm just visiting. We hold hands. Good shit. As I leave I look at her and ask when she's working.

We head to other places and not much action.

Then we went home.

Thursday, my coworker just stayed after work and drink. Me and my coworker Shervon went to Flamingos and did a shot B52. Then we head to Foodland and get the beer.

We head to work and all my coworkers head out and drink out side. We all talked, joked and have fun. Good quality time. I'm tired as fuck.

Today was alright. Played with our new dog. Tried to get a new phone but the phone I wanted to upgrade to wasn't in stock. The sales rep told me to call within a week.

Work was work. I hate it. Bums me out. It's called a rut. I now know what that is now. I either get out of it or move on. I have to move on.

Till next time fuckers.

Acting the fool

Yesterday was alright.

Work was fucking crazy. I jam ass. I didn't even get to finish my dinner break. The bicarb lines was suck dry and the alarm didn't go out. I had to act like a biomed and fix the problem. Why the fuck I don't know. Machines were alarming. Anyway.

Right before I went home I left a message to Nam. I think I said, "Hey this is Reian. Just calling to say hi. Ummm, right before I called you I thought of the perfect nickname for you. Anyway, just saying hi, bye"

Open loops man.

I head home and get a call from Norman. Julie has party for La'a. I head there. Meet people. Played a game of poker and we head to Exotic Nights. In there, I just look to see if there are any solid dancers. Wasn't really. I tipped this one girl like 20 real quick. All she did was spread her lips and rub. No dancing. So after a few minutes I just throw money at her and walk away. It's all about the dancing.

We head to the MP spots. Two of the girls remembered my face. How freaky. But the one that remembered me, Bebe was HOT. I ended up going to her and we got our groove on. She kisses me all over and a BJ. She gets on top and I one hit quit. WHAT THE HELL!!!

That sucked ass. She was tight and beautiful. I cummed in her with the condom on and I still let her fuck me then I told her. She was cool about it. She washes me up and gives me a great massage. We lay down and kiss.

I said all I have is 80 bucks. She freaked , 150. But she was cool with it. I said next time I promise.

We all head out, get a kiss. And we head to E nights. Back there the cops are all over. There was a beef.

We head home at 5 am.

Same shit again

Played poker 2 days ago. Nothing really happened. Sent out a few phone calls.

Worked 5am today. Had to sort of jam ass cause I didn't want to back the morning shift up.

Didn't really do shit. I'll go out tomorrow and do shit. Not really much to report.

Working like crazy

Tuesday
Nothing major like before. Talked to my mom about the business I want to do. Well me and Carlo. I miss a call from Nam. I was in the shower when she called. All cool. Was surprised she called. Anyway I head to work and I just jammed ass. I swear. I put on 5, took off 5, set up 5. So what can you say. Fuck this shit though. I shouldn't have to put myself in that situation where I have to jam so hard. Fuck that shit man.

Anyway, Wes called me up to go MP. Didn't call him back. Kinda burnt out.

I also got a call that my ring is ready for pick up. HOLLA!!! I'll go to Pearlridge and pick it up before work. Maybe go sarging.

I'll probably call up Nam to set a Day 2. I'll get a Day 2. Don't really know how to run phone game. I'm off Thursday so I'll go out tomorrow. I'll bring extra clothes.

Anyway I got some new fucken goals compleated.
Haircut and Business.

So to recap on goals...
Work/Investments
1. Max out 401k
2. Educate on investment/business
3. Bond/CD with bank

Personal
1. Place to live
2. Hummer/Lexus, convertable
3. Sarge twice a week
4.Compose songs
5.Practice magic
6.Work out
7.New phone
8.Retire

Fun shit

Saturday night/Sunday morning was good fun. Me, Kevin, Branch and Rob meet up to hit up some bars and strip bars. We go to Pearl Kai and go into a buy me drinky bar. We sit and I get crown shots. Kev didnt want his. I ask mama san to bring the girls over and I knew the other dudes didn't want them to come over cause they would have to pay. Fuck that I just want to fuck around and talk to them for free. I'm just holding on to mama san and fucking around and I tell her the guys don't want to buy them drinks. The girls get pissed and walk away. We leave and I laugh my ass off as the other three talk shit to me. Ahhhh. Funny moment.

Next Kev takes my car and we drive to St. Francis to drop off Robs car. We head down to Rob's aunts bar. Cool place. We get this awesome stake and egg rolls. The bartender sits next to Rob and they small talk and somehow I get into the conversation. She goes off to get a drink and sits next to me. We small talk and I end up with my arm over her and we holding hands. FUNNY SHIT.

We all shoot the shit and she gets me a beer and her drink. I taste her drink. Kevin acts to take a pic with his phone. I bust out my digital camera and I get a picture with this chick. She gives me her phone number. Don't really know if it's her cell or the bars. Later we talk and she ask for mine. I tried to run some routines. I fucken ran Adopt Little Sister. Funny shit.

Heres a pic of me and her

http://photos1.blogger.com/img/147/4695/640/DSC008581.jpg

We leave and head to a few other bars. Not much action.

We end the day at a ghetto strip bar. I get a fucken MILF to dance for me but shes flabby. I tell her to dance for me only. So she said she'll ignore everyone. I tip her big. She's really surprised. She's all giggling like she's ashamed. She says she's done and I tip her huge and she gives me a kiss on my neck. I tell her to sit next to me. I go to the bathroom and I come back but Rob said she came by and left. FUck it.

We then go to Leslies but it was fucking dead.

We called it a day. I dropped Branch at his car and I get gas.

I was thinking if I should call that chick and I did. Fuck, booty call. But for today, all I did was work. Nothing special. Same on shit.

That's all for today.

Same shit

Nothing new to report. Yesterday, played some poker at Norman's house. Other than that, that day, nothing.

Today was the same. Had to jam ass at work as always. WORK WORK WORK SON OF A BITCH JUST FUCKING WORK . CHRIST. Anyway. I so need to start doing other shit. Ok

Work
Working out
Pick Up
Magic

There. Work on those shit.